January 2011
124 posts
I feel nausea.
I can’t eat or concentrate properly. Woke up so early to go 9am mass and I thought after that I would feel a lot better but I don’t. My 2 hours driving lesson was awful too; felt like breaking down. When I try to eat, I feel sick like I want to throw it up instead. I keep fidgeting and over-thinking. I need to *breathe*
Driving lessons.
I’m starting to get really annoyed and frustrated with myself because I’ve been learning to drive since summer now and it feels so long. I don’t know whether I’m progressing well or bringing enough energy into my lessons but I’m starting to feel really annoyed. I’ve probably complained enough times about my parents not being as supportive as I want, but I feel...
I'm not satisfied with my appearance/body..
but I’ve got to learn to love it.
FUCK THE NEGATIVE! ARGH! THINK POSITIVE!
Why is it so easy for you to not care?
Don't want to be at home atm.
The only lying I would do, is in the bed with you.
So frikkin bored!
Since finishing uni on friday for this year, I seriously did not realise how bloody bored I would be. I think I was probably more focused on finishing all my coursework that I don’t even have any plans for these 2 weeks I’ve got free until I go for placement in Feb. So bored! ¬__¬